nothin bad to say

There comes a point when you realize that you have to just move along. I have nothing bad to say despite all the bad things said to me. Fact is, I have not in the past or recently to deserve being treated the way I have been. Since when is making money to pay my bills and childsupport a bad thing? :) I have nothing bad to say. Fact is.. A guilty conscience causes people to falsly place blame on others to make themselfs feel better or justified in the bad descisions they made. My conscience is clear. No hard feelings

Be like Brianna

my daughter jumped onto my bed, kissed my forehead and said "I love you daddy" then opened up her dora game and went back to playing And yelling into her nintendo ds... I feel a million times better. The stuff that has been bugging me the past 30 hours (or year for that matter) is now not important or worth the headache thinking about. Life doesn't suck, I make myself believe it does from time to time. I need to get back to keeping it simple like Bean. no more stressing over trivial bullshit. Thanks Bean

fml

Either I did something really shitty and this is karma kicking me in the balls... Or I have a shit ton of good things coming my way soon. Gawdamn I'm hating lif right now.. Guess ill just keep hope and push through it. Life is making me develope some serious body armor

The calm little center

Laying in bed. Thinking about the past year. I've been taking life too serious. I need to take better care of my own mental health. No more drama, no more needless arguments. Be a calm center in my own self. Zen like, passive, quiet, no anger. Life has a way of working its self out to give you what you want and deserve. Stay possitive and focused. Everything will work out.