purgatory

so.. its been months since ive posted anything on this blog. so here it goes. PURGATORY. its what im calling my room at the minute. see, my room has never felt like my room. it was always just a place i slept or hung out in. it never felt like it belonged to me. even when i would have a girlfriend stay with me, it had the vibe like i was in a strangers house with a girl.. it was very weird. it was crazy. i didnt have a room in my own house. it was actually pretty upsetting. i would wake up and just be in a horrible mood just because of the color of the walls. it felt like i couldnt hang up artwork or paintings. i couldnt put up posters or anything because it felt like i was putting up shit in someone elses room. this is what the room looked like..




pretty rediculous huh.. dig that extensive wardrobe in the closet ;).. so i decided it was time to paint it. i didnt realize at the time how much the vibe would change. pretty liberating. feel like i just got out of a relationship. its not complete yet though. thats why i call it purgatory. its the inbetween. its still not my room just yet but its not the old room at the same time. just spent 2 days primering.. this is what its at now



so there it is. a blank room. still not mine, but still not the old room. i feel much better about it. once its finished i actually think it might make me a happier person. its gonna be my room. i feel very good about it.. so next step, another layer of primer on the ceiling and a light grey for the walls. one more day to go..