Be like Brianna

my daughter jumped onto my bed, kissed my forehead and said "I love you daddy" then opened up her dora game and went back to playing And yelling into her nintendo ds... I feel a million times better. The stuff that has been bugging me the past 30 hours (or year for that matter) is now not important or worth the headache thinking about. Life doesn't suck, I make myself believe it does from time to time. I need to get back to keeping it simple like Bean. no more stressing over trivial bullshit. Thanks Bean

fml

Either I did something really shitty and this is karma kicking me in the balls... Or I have a shit ton of good things coming my way soon. Gawdamn I'm hating lif right now.. Guess ill just keep hope and push through it. Life is making me develope some serious body armor

The calm little center

Laying in bed. Thinking about the past year. I've been taking life too serious. I need to take better care of my own mental health. No more drama, no more needless arguments. Be a calm center in my own self. Zen like, passive, quiet, no anger. Life has a way of working its self out to give you what you want and deserve. Stay possitive and focused. Everything will work out.

machine building 101

the military has a process in which they tear down a person mentally and physically and then build them back up. a reprogramming i guess you could call it. kind of in the process of doing this to myself... im broken mentally and physically at the minute but i am recovering and getting stronger in both categories. building a better machine. am i obsessing over myself too much? i guess maybe i am or maybe i havent payed enough attention to myself to realize that what i need is in fact a big fat dose of "break down and rebuild". i thought i knew what it felt like to be in this process. i thought i went through this before a year ago.. but this year showed me i didnt know shit. ive never felt stronger and ive also never felt weaker.. but i wouldnt have it any other way because i know what im gonna get in the end

naked mo' fucka.... fightin everyone

somedays i feel like Bronson.... bare ass naked, locked in a cage, fightin with everyone

you think i aint worth a dollar.... but i feel like a millionaire

the phantom club

so, due to the current changes in my life i have decided to go full force and fuck some shit up. i will be putting together my website soon and updating my youtube channel. on this website you will find my art, art for sale, my tattoo portfolio and shirts(coming soon). i dont know why i put this off for so long but.. i guess no time is better than now. keep an eye out