sun vs. moon

there is not enough time in the day...and not enough open at night.

time rifter

sometimes i sit and wish that me from the future would come back in time and guide me through life. wouldnt that be sweet. could you imagine the progress you could make by someone who has alreay done it telling you where to go and what to do. yes, it would take some of the "life" and "fun" out of going through it blind, but honestly i would like to accomplish some shit and it would really be helpful. even just little stuff such as "make sure you clinch when you sneeze in this library because your gonna fart...loudly". save you alot of emberrasment right?.... hahah but seriously. i really just want some one to tell me what to do and when to do it. or teach me art and tattooing techniques developed over a 20 year period.. that would be dope. im tired of guessing and always making horrible discissions and mistakes. it might be nice to just talk to somebody who knows EXACTLY what you are going through... if time travel is possible in 30 years or what ever i (me from the future)will come pay me a visit at the shop tomorrow!!! i better be there

oh the shit that will spew forth from my pencil

so, there is alot i cant post on facebook because my account will get shut down. all of my crazy shit that i cant post on facebook will be posted on here. so keep an eye out for some crazy artwork. got a childrens book in the works deep inside my brain that will come out soon (F.Y.I. it is deffinently not for children) as well as alot of paintings ive been wanting to do for a while. possibley even some horrible attepts at photography. i feel like ive been bottled up as far as being creative goes. i wanna pop the cork you know.. tear down the dam.. let the shit fly. keep you eyes open. first posts will be this week sometime.... tell your friends.

voices... in my pants

i would like to share some random thoughts if you dont mind

In times of choice in the game of life, there are 3 options; do i follow the brain, the heart or the cock ( what i refer to as "the center line counsel"). all have their advantages. all have their downfalls. they all make their pressence known.. the problem is they can never agree on a single fuckin thing.

at last

mission accomplished

purgatory

so.. its been months since ive posted anything on this blog. so here it goes. PURGATORY. its what im calling my room at the minute. see, my room has never felt like my room. it was always just a place i slept or hung out in. it never felt like it belonged to me. even when i would have a girlfriend stay with me, it had the vibe like i was in a strangers house with a girl.. it was very weird. it was crazy. i didnt have a room in my own house. it was actually pretty upsetting. i would wake up and just be in a horrible mood just because of the color of the walls. it felt like i couldnt hang up artwork or paintings. i couldnt put up posters or anything because it felt like i was putting up shit in someone elses room. this is what the room looked like..




pretty rediculous huh.. dig that extensive wardrobe in the closet ;).. so i decided it was time to paint it. i didnt realize at the time how much the vibe would change. pretty liberating. feel like i just got out of a relationship. its not complete yet though. thats why i call it purgatory. its the inbetween. its still not my room just yet but its not the old room at the same time. just spent 2 days primering.. this is what its at now



so there it is. a blank room. still not mine, but still not the old room. i feel much better about it. once its finished i actually think it might make me a happier person. its gonna be my room. i feel very good about it.. so next step, another layer of primer on the ceiling and a light grey for the walls. one more day to go..