i am a product of my current environment.. i dont like what i have become. my job and my character have been stained. i need to fix myself. lets call it spring cleaning. i have alot to do. my body needs to be fixed, relationships to repair and skills to develope. the party has gone on long enough to not be fun anymore. i need to go back to the begining. i need to become a better person for my family, my daughter and my girlfriend. not only have i strained relationships by being a completly selfcentered dick, but i have also strained the integrity of my job and hobby which i love completely by being an unprofessional....self centered dick haha. i have become exactly what i didnt want to become and the exact opposite of what made me stand out from other people to begin with. over the past year and a half i have become a caricature of myself. i need to get back to being joe and not fuckin "bones", as cheesey as that may sound, it makes alot of sense to me and im sure if you knew me 3 years ago it will make sense to you too. TIME TO CLEAN HOUSE!!!! i suggest if you are reading this to do the same. if something isnt right, fix it.. its simple. COME GET A TATTOO BY JOE THIS WEEK>> hes better than bones anyway hahaha.. have a good day
p.s. my girlfriend is the shit, i am very lucky to have her and...... cheesecake factory tonight!
