so here i sit... drinking a tall jack and coke...tired. im very tired today. i sat in the shop for 7 hours... bored as shit. it shouldnt be like that. i should be painting, drawing, creating, tattooing. but no, i find it realy hard to focus in that neon green room. things should be diffrent. somtimes (pretty much all the time) i feel like i should be apprenticing. there is alot i dont know.... i need to know. sometimes (on rare occasions) i feel like im making good progress but im not at the level i need to be. im not improving fast enough.... im not at matt shamahs level, im not at bert kraks level, im not at derek nobles level, im not at todd nobles level, ect.. ect.. ect. i know, theyve been tattooing 10+ years or whatever but i need to get to their level. i want to be respected. man im drunk.
Fuck Megan Fox..... thank you and goodnight
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